Mom just cannot hear a word against her son. If I say he’s rude, she’ll tell me I’m worse. If I say he badnaams us in front of others, she’ll say u don’t know how to keep quiet.
Its an impossible thing, this patience she asks me to practice when abdu is being abominably bad.
I don’t even know what to do. I really do think I want to leave india n go, go, go.. but so far Allah taala hasn’t sent me a source to go with or go to. I hope He does better for me than I can imagine for myself.
Please Allah taala.