DON’T FOCUS ON THE MARRIAGE, FOCUS ON THE WEDDING. and you will get through this. in sha Allah.
thinking about the future messes m eup, that’s my biggest flaw. the what if’s eat me up from inside, so much so i destroy everything. therefore, think of the wedding only, not of the marrige. then i can marry anybody and get through it. that’s all that is requred of me, right? just to get through. just STAyING. ALIVE.